Feeling very zen right now, although I have a ton of work to do.

I have ordered my writing quill yaaaaay *dancedance*. It should be here in a little over a month and I cannot wait. I have fallen back with my writing because I ran out of ink ;_;, but oh well. I have plenty to write atm, so I guess I may be doing a bit of scribbling in the diary in the next few days.

I had an excellent and very relaxing weekend before this busy week, and though I am now rather behind on my work, I'm glad of the break. I got a break from thinking for a while. It's a rare thing, and it is most welcome. It is the main reason for my current level of contentment. Just sooooooo relaxed.
I'm not worried, I'm not sad, not scared, not angry nor irritated. Just content.

I have a lot of studying to do the next few weeks, and I fear that I may fail. But right now I don't really care. I am hoping to get a job, and leave uni, or at least be able to support myself through it all. I really don't think I will be capable of passing 7 exams, but I guess we shall see.

The botany collection is well on it's way, and I have completed my resume, but there is so much more that needs to be done.

I am starting to wonder about some things. I seem to pick up the behaviours of those around me. Does this mean that I pick up thought patterns as well? It feels that way. Am I really human, or a mere reflection of those humans around me? I seem to have a sense of self... But where is that self? How do I get it back.

Ack. I really should get into this essay. Problem is I don't really understand the subject material on this one. I really have to make a start, for it was due several hours ago and it is worth 50%. I cannot fail the easiest subject to pass. Philosophy is not hard unless one does not know how to think. I was shocked to see how high a mark I got last time... So lets see how well I do this time around.

Gah. Of all the essay topics it had to be one on emotions. XD
Better get back to it,

Off with ye!
Farewell.